There's something different every time I see a vague status from you. All of a sudden I'm moved and I think, is it me? Is it her or the millions of other hers? Maybe you're just trying to sound professional? Maybe you're just trying to sound preachy. I really don't know because I've just realized that I don't know you.
I hate it when I read something you wrote and I think is this a warning? Is this a reminder of what happened? Is this about me? I hate it because I know I can no longer trust you. I can't trust you because I don't know you. I really don't.
My intuition tells me something is wrong.
I hate this feeling.
Someone Anxious
Thursday, August 11, 2011
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