...always answer why not.
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Since my 21 before 21 failed miserably (no regets though), I've decided to just make the best out of my 21st birthday. My mindset? Nothing and no one will ruin my mood and despite feeling down these past few days, I've decided to just let things be. Time to think about what I want, what could be the best for me and what I think will make it happy.
Anywhoo...
Last Saturday, I spent the day with my friends at the amusement park and when people remind me of him, I've come to realize that there is no point in denying it. I can be subtle about it and I can divert conversation. Still, at the end of the day, people will say his name and I just end up thinking about everything all over again. Why? Why him and why up until now? Simple. Why not? My friend, I hate the fact that if we talk about him, you say everything with disdain. There is nothing to hate. In fact, I find everything laughable. It's just that, I'm not like you and what might be easy for you, may not for me. Let's face it, I'm...
...Someone Anxious.
