Baby Names and Thoughts.

Apparently, everyone is getting more responsible.

An old friend of mine (although we're merely acquaintances if you think about it) is giving birth in a few days and I just found out the name she's planning to give her baby. Funny how a few years ago we were nothing but children riding home from school talking about our Accounting assignments and our English play. Apparently, everyone is getting a little bit older and becoming more responsible.

I used to think that I want kids and the idea of being such a young mom used to entice me so. But now I realized that I'm not the type to be a parent and have kids at all! Think about it. I'm irresponsible, practically reckless and a little bit insensitive. At the same time, I sleep like a log (I will never get out of bed just to change a diaper).

Thinking about things and I realized that unlike most people who know that they want to meet the love of their lives and have children with them, I'm happy being single. In fact, I think I'm not the type to get married and that's saying a lot because even if I have my period, I'm not going through my cuddles phase.

There's a line in Sabrina (1995) where Linus says: "I do believe in marriage... that's why I never got married." I believe that marriage may not be for everybody and even though I absolutely love weddings, I know deep in my heart that being married to someone will just bring out the worst in me. Besides, I believe that if someone is better off being alone than maybe they should just be. Exhibit A: my father.

Still, I am young (and I admit it). One day, I might change but as of the moment these are my thoughts.

Single,

Someone Anxious