I'm glad that there are a couple of things that I can still hold on to despite everything. Dinner at my dad's place was never better. I realized that I am an able cook and a simple potato salad could go a long way. I was reading posts earlier and I'm feeling a lot of positive energy (even if the kids here in the internet shop keep cursing). I think it's time to really move on and
live. For the past years, everything's been too serious and despite trying to keep it light, some shadows still creep up at night which makes me sink into that hole.
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| Enough of these thoughts. |
2012 will be different.
I was reading Janey and the Certified Olympian's posts about their resolutions and promises. I love the way they are so positive about things and for the upcoming year. I can't help but feel inspired. I promised myself that for 2012, I'll be going to a lot of different places, taking different trips (both with friends and alone).
I'm also launching
diskcover - the lomography extension of my photo project,
zramphotography. I'll be posting my "training" photos this January on diskcover and I'll be going on a trip next week to try to practice more. I'm not really into joining clubs and meeting people for walks to take photos. I prefer doing things on my own, actually. Photography is something so personal to me and that's why I feel like capturing moments
alone.
I'll be saving up more too... I promised myself that for the first six months after graduation, I'll be living life to the
brink fullest. I feel like I was too young to actually take things seriously. This month marks the end of my hedonistic lifestyle. It's time to take things a little bit more seriously and saving up is one of them.
There are so many things I can't wait for this 2012. I'm so blessed to have met so many people this year that I know will be there for me next year. I'm also grateful that I was able to continue building relationships with close friends and family. I hope that 2012, with all it's adventures to come, would also help me continue building relationships that matter.
Waiting for the fireworks,
Someone Anxious.
