I believe that every girl dreams to wear one from time to time. I certainly do. I'm a little bit bipolar when it comes to the L word. Sometimes I crave for it, sometimes I absolutely abhor it. Same goes for the W word and the M word. Recently, I've been feeling a bit put out because I've come to realize that I don't want anyone but I hate being alone.
Is this a sign that I am undecidedly young? Maybe. Honestly, I don't know anymore... I don't know what the fucking hell do I absolutely want. I no longer want him. I am no longer searching for him. I am no longer thinking of the many others before him.
Maybe this time around, it's just supposed to be me.
Someone Anxious.
